I have already lost two of my best friends and I don't think I can afford to lose any more. My best friend thinks I am a jerk and my other friend supports her. I am actually inclined to agree. I know I have done something wrong and I have tried saying sorry but it doesn't work but I don't think it warrants a cold war, although the friendship supposedly has faded over thought that she should not spend so much time with a boy. I always thought I was special, unlike any other friend who is a boy apart from Timothy, although that might not be a fair comparison. I guess what I thought was wrong and now I regret saying those things to make her furious. If there was a chance, I would willingly make it up to her, but I have stated it in my apology email but apparently it is not working. I thank Hazel and Coco for showing concern, but this matter should be about to end soon. Either she forgives me or she doesn't. Best friends are hard to come by though, including the happy memories etched into my brain.

This is my very last post about this matter.

Lucky - Jason Mraz

Thanks,
Joncel.

Ps: I typed these in 4 minutes flat.

Hello! Long time it has been since I last blogged. March holidays has started! YAY!! But still have to study for the upcoming PSLE, although it can't beat the holiday mood.

Yesterday, I lost a friend. It was partly my fault, but some of it was hers too. Up to now, I do not know the exact reason of her ignoring me but it doesn't really matter now.

I sent her an apology letter because I realised something I did was wrong and I wanted to make amends. But she spiked me by saying hurtful things. So, as you know me, I sent back another letter to spike her back, but ended up getting spiked emails and sms's.

I can't tell you what she said, because it's between her and me and I ought not to reveal her 'privacy'. Anyway, I have once again realised that what I did was wrong but I will not wait for her forgiveness as I am not that desperate and I doubt she will be my friend again. End of story.

Anyway, are you(Children)enjoying your holidays so far? Or have you been doing countless amounts of homework? Or, are you like Jonathan, who goes to Spain, and does his homework a few hundred thousand miles away from home?

I have to go for breakfast now, but before I go, I would like to remind you guys if you want to help in my survey( Auntie & Uncle). If you would like, give me a call or a email. The next post, I will put down the questions.

Thanks,
Joncel.

Hello, peeps! I have got my exam results. It was not bad, but surely I could have done better.

English: 67/100
Chinese: 78/100
Higher Chinese: 34.5/60
Maths: 80/100
Science: 73.5

It's not good, but it's a wake up call for me.

Anyway, what are you planning to do during the March holidays? I figured that above the amount of homework that is in store of us, I still can use the computer as some of it is on the Internet.
The rest of the homework can be done with my friend over MSN.

Are you going for a short trip or a long one? Malaysia or Spain? Or are you just being lazy in front of the computer and homework all day? Any interesting things planned for your holidays?

I forgot to mention that I am about to start reading the 2000 odd pages of Harry Potter all over again during the holidays, and start reading Chinese books as well.

During music class today, my friends were really acting childish. There was this paper where you were supposed to fill in the melody and create a rhythmic pattern, and there was this instruction to end it off at the bottom of the page with the person you want to dedicate this song to. Have you guessed what they did? Well, read on then. When I was talking to my friends, Eugene, our class' class monitor, did something really childish.

As you know, there is this RIDICULOUS rumour that I like Xiao Hui. Once and for all, I say, IT'S NOT TRUE. He went on to write her name where we should be writing dedications to. Then one by one, Zavier and Jonathan both tried to tease me where Eugene left. I was so mad and hot-headed, I shouted "Shut up" in front of the teacher. Luckily, the teacher just took it as a passing remark and did not pursue the matter.

Oh yes, I have an assignment over the holiday, to interview people about how they feel when they were or would be called auntie or uncle. If you do have anyone in mind to help me with my project, would you please kindly email me at joncel_3psol_sF@hotmail.com ? I thank you kindly.

And lastly, to end off this post, I am elated that Liverpool have won Real Madrid 5-0 on aggregate. They have progressed to the quarter-finals! Cheers for them!

Please hope that they will pass and win it.

Love,
Joncel.

Hello! Exams are over, but can't relax, PSLE coming soon!

Today, Coco, Caryl, Hazel, Cheryl Soh and a few other girls joined us for soccer training as they have a friendly tournament, FAS Fico 5 a side. GIRLS! Mr Numar and the soccer department decided to sign up girls as they thought that girls had been interested in soccer for a while and would like to test it out.

I'm so envious of them, firstly, they do not have to pay a cent and they get a free printed jersey, socks, shin guard and boots. SO LUCKY!!! Even the tournament fee is sponsered and paid by NANYANG PRIMARY SCHOOL!! Never have I heard about such good 'lobang' in the world.

Anyway, i'm still awaiting my examination marks, hope I will do well.

Joncel.

Dont say you love me - M2M

Don't Say You Love Me lyrics
[Verse 1:]
Got introduced to you by a friend
You were cute and all that, baby you set the trend
Yes you did oh
The next thing I know we're down at the cinema
We're sitting there, you said you love me
What's that about?

[Verse 2:]
You're moving too fast, I don't understand you
I'm not ready yet, baby I can't pretend
No I can't
The best I can do is tell you to talk to me
It's possible, eventual
Love will find a way
Love will find a way...

[CHORUS:]
Don't say you love me
You don't even know me
If you really want me
Then give me some time
Don't go there baby
Not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart's in a hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married
Give me, give me some time

[Verse 3:]
Here's how I play, here's where you stand
Here's what to prove to get any further than where it's been
I'll make it clear, not gonna tell you twice
Take it slow, you keep pushing me
You're pushing me away
Pushing me away...

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE:]
oooo, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
na, na, na, na, na, na
oooo, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Don't say you love me
You don't even know me baby...

Baby don't say love me, baby
Give me some time...

God Must Hate - Simple Plan



Last night I just wanted to have fun
To go out with my friends
I took my dad's car
I never thought he would find out
But I crashed in a wall
Man I'm dead
I guess it's no use
I'm screwing up ever little thing I ever try to do
I was born to lose
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

God must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
And I wanna go home

Last night I had to study for this test
I forgot man I'm dead
And now my brain is bursting out of my head
I can't think I can't breathe
Once again

I guess it's no use
I'm screwing up every little thing I ever try to do
I'm born to lose
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

God Must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God Must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell and
I wanna go home

So what in the world am I supposed to do?
I never did anything to you
So can't you find something else to do?

God Must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God Must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell and
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
I wanna go home
(God must hate me)
You can't save me
God Must hate me now