I have already lost two of my best friends and I don't think I can afford to lose any more. My best friend thinks I am a jerk and my other friend supports her. I am actually inclined to agree. I know I have done something wrong and I have tried saying sorry but it doesn't work but I don't think it warrants a cold war, although the friendship supposedly has faded over thought that she should not spend so much time with a boy. I always thought I was special, unlike any other friend who is a boy apart from Timothy, although that might not be a fair comparison. I guess what I thought was wrong and now I regret saying those things to make her furious. If there was a chance, I would willingly make it up to her, but I have stated it in my apology email but apparently it is not working. I thank Hazel and Coco for showing concern, but this matter should be about to end soon. Either she forgives me or she doesn't. Best friends are hard to come by though, including the happy memories etched into my brain.
